mylife-

2011-05-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

long time since i updated my precious blog.
i somehow got scared of computer now due to coding.
but i'm so in love with my blogg.
will update if i have the timeee :)

2011-03-15T16:53:00.000+08:00

days passed.
year passed.
it is fast, really really fast.
brand new year to start off with.
and i've been neglecting my lovely blog.
i didn't mean to do that.
but i was busy with my projects and final exams.
i am really one-who-love-to-record-down-happenings-in-my-life.
and ilove to write blogs.

this is my brand new start to bloggging.
i know it sounds kinda late.
but it's better to be late than never!:)

2010-11-01T01:36:00.002+08:00

life has beeeen busy busy busy for me.
i haven't even got time to come here.
have only been frequently updating facebook and WEIBO..
but i promised. will give updates by this weekend people!
week3, here i comeeeeeeeeeee~

2010-10-17T09:05:00.001+08:00

last day of holidays.
and i'll be back in school tmr!:)
work hard noww...

2010-10-13T00:24:00.003+08:00

BI1008 CHALET :):)

LAOGONG's PRESENT :)

COUSIN KTV SESSION !

LANTERN FESTIVAL :)

KL TRIP :)

OUTING WITH QIN AI DE! :)

GATHERING WITH GIRLFRIENDS :)

HELLO EVERYONE~!
PICTURES ALL UP :)
COLLAGE THEM :)
ENJOYY~
now i owe you guys one more post:)

2010-10-12T12:13:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLO!
rushing for time now.
will be back to PICTURES TONIGHT! :)

2010-10-12T11:45:00.002+08:00

photo of the month ;
i really really heart this girl.
i've posted like an issue on her on SHOW LUO's FORUM! :)
i shall release it here once i finish the update :)
smile :):):):):):)

sooo. in the month of OCT
i did many many many many many decision and mark many AIMs.
now let me share before i start my llittle updates! :)

★save money on my TAIWAN TRIP when i graduate!
★save money for my SHOW LUO concert!
★save money for his new album!
★work hard for my GPA next semester!
★to leave a comment for him every week once!
★learn to appreciate and give!

and yes, these are all my current things in mind :)
hopefully i'm able to make them all come true ★★★
next update, so on children's day that weekend.
i went off to KL to deal with some things.
then off i went to meet my cousins's love.
STEAMBOAT DINNNER , my fav.
i love this kind of get-together feeling.
it just feel so so so so nice~:)
then second day, shopping trip.
bought clothing , went to eat at this damn cool shop.
T-toilet. i thought i could only get a chance to visit this shop in taiwan.
but YEAHHHHHHHHHHH★,
you can see them in the pictures i'm posting later! :)
traLALALALALALA~

and other days. work with SISTER YINGXIN ♥
we've really become closer and closer.
thank god for her presence. i really lovee her.
my soul-mate! :) my soul-partner!
she just knows me well enough.
thank you! i lovee you!

and till today, i shall update with pictures.
once i'm back with girlfriends♥!:)

2010-10-12T11:20:00.002+08:00

helllo everyone.
know i've not been updating this blog now :)
but now , i'll do a mass report alright :)
then after which , photo-spam :)
i'll release it on topics :)
anddd, off i go to meet my DARLING GIRLFRIENDS :)

in the month of september
preparing for exams ..
it's been really busy busy busy.
met up with different people to prepare.
but i guessed i did my best to enter everything in my brains.
so i met up with adelineQINAIDE , carmenMOOMOOO and girlfriends.
these are my usual study partners :) and shall be PERMANENT :)
lastly i wouldnt forget , my CLIQUE :)
it's been really sucha a great joy ..
being able to meet people like them.
with same aim, same topic to talk about :)
so this has been really a good time for us :)
and i've finally seen the true colours of many many people too! :)

after which, finally meet up and catch-up with my dearest friends.
met up with quite a few chunk of people ,
weent out with them, eat , shop , chit-chat.
i swear, it's really with tons of joy.
i really enjoyed it alot alot alot ~
and COUSINS bonding.
met up with different side's cousin during latern festival.
had tons and tons of joy together with them..
i'm really really really happy with it :)

and lastly , the leaving of my great-grandma.
here comes a really sudden happenings.
but i'm brave enough to accept it now.
i'll be a strong girl and movee on .
i bet she's doing well up there now :)
angels, pls guide her along and take good care of her.
you're in somewhere without pains and worries now.
enjoy and i'll miss you! :)

andddd, my grandparents.
it's been really a tough decision to have met this.
pls pls pls do take care of yourself.
it's really really really sucha a misery.
to see you going through so much pains ..
out and in of hospital. it's really heart-throbbing.
to see all this! :) TAKE CARE ALRIGHTS :)

next one , OCT IISSUE update ~~~~~

2010-10-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

i'm back i'm back.
i didn't vanish into thin air.
have been kinda busy.
wait till i'm okay, i shall do collage on my KL trip.
perhaps later i will do it :)
promise promise!:)

2010-09-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

people.
won't be in singapore till sunday! :)
take care and HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY! :)

2010-09-29T10:22:00.004+08:00

豹文，被帅哥影响咯！

我的新桌面！：）

姐妹逛街日！：）

2010-09-25T13:48:00.002+08:00

because of you , nth seems to be difficult.
because of you, the world seems to turn over and over.
because of you ,i wouldn't fear.

2010-09-24T16:12:00.002+08:00

ｈｕｍａｎｓ　ａｒｅ　ｃｒｅａｔｕｒｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ａｒｅ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄ．
ｅｖｅｎ　ｍｅ　，ｍｙｓｅｌｆ，　ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄ　ＭＥ！
ｓｏｕｎｄｓ　ｃｏｍｐｌｉｃａｔｅｄ．
ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ，　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｅｓｅ　ｔｉｍｅｓ，　ｉ　ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈａｔ＇ｖｅ　ｄｏｉｎｇ．
ｉ　ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈａｔ＇ｓ　ｗｒｏｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ｗｈａｔ＇ｓ　ｒｉｇｈｔ．
ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ，　ｂｅｉｎｇ　ｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ．

2010-09-23T03:13:00.001+08:00

i celebrate mooncake festival with my darling girlfriends.
-mahjong - steamboat -fooling around - candles - sparkles
how about you ?

(PS. my computer will be on service tmr!)
won't be updating here until it's back! :P

2010-09-22T12:00:00.002+08:00

亲爱的大家！
祝大家中秋节快乐，
希望你们天天开心，团团圆圆，
永远幸福快乐哦。
特别的夜晚，观赏月亮，
合家开心快乐，
希望大家都过的开心哦!
爱你们！

2010-09-21T18:19:00.001+08:00

loooong time since i came here to blog :)
wahahahaha!
i know i've been owing lots of post.
but well , didn't have time to post.
and blogger doesn't allow me to upload photos.
have been a fruitful time for me.
to gain back the energy.
sleeping late / catching show/ carefree life /
not to forget, wasting my time offf at home.
how's everyone doing ?
holidays doing fine ? :)
haha, hope everyone is doing fine now yeah! :)
shall post up really really sooooon!
promise, before SAT! :)
hahahaah!

2010-09-15T19:47:00.001+08:00

刚回到家，这是今天的的大大大收获！哈哈＊爽翻咯

went out to get stuffs for my little bro today.
went to KFC for snacks.
holiday just seemed to be like a NONO to me now.
it's seriously kinda bored to get stucked at home.
i wanna work i wanna work! :) hahahahahaa.
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee SHOW LUO! :)
i know i shan't rant on his name here.
because i've dedicated just a blog for him! :)
wahahahaa! :) hopes he likes it!

2010-09-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

ＢＩ１００８
chalet was awesomeee.
shan't say much here.
cause the word FUNNN is enough to cover everything.
things much to be missed : FUN AND JOY!
MAHJONNNNG! :) hahahaha!

2010-09-12T23:15:00.002+08:00

happy teacher's day :)
to our dearest MR-TAN cum FRIEND! :)
heee; thanks for everything.
thanks for bringing CUSTEAM TOGETHER! :)

2010-09-08T10:23:00.002+08:00

帅哥，
今生只爱你一个，
真心要你开心，
保护你，呵护你！：）
加油哦，爱你！

i will be away for 3days2night CHALET
then off to malaysia for 3days2night GATHERING with cousin.
so won't be blogging till then.
will bring tons of pictures and post back!
miss you people, take care.

2010-08-25T23:49:00.001+08:00

太婆，和你未必有着无数的旧照片可以翻，但我仍然会用尽全力在给你最大的敬爱。　
和你未必有这许多的回忆，但我仍然记得你的模样。　
和你未必有这最多的欢笑于快乐的同在，但我仍然记得你慈祥的笑容。
当你一路好走好，记得我来世，下一世，下下一世，还是想做你的外孙女。

2010-08-20T01:05:00.002+08:00

最好的姐妹，
最可爱的友情，
最特别定义！：）
永远的姐妹哦！

世界就是那么大，
但我们是那么如此的相遇，
珍惜大家的友情！
爱死你们了，我的死党！

舞台上闪闪发光的你，
舞台下细心体贴的你，
真的是让我爱惨你了。
注定一辈子都要爱你咯！：）

亲亲。
我爱你哦，宝贝老公！：）
全球跳唱天王，为有你，一枝独秀！

ytd :)
WENT OUT with ADELINE 亲爱的， to study.
finished almost 1/4 of my notes.
loveeee her to the max.
we had endless topics on SHOW LUO.
we had DEALs with our next outing.
we had many many yet-to-be-done plannings.
i lovee you so much babe!
thanks for going crazyy with me.
and we had so much fate to know each other well! :)
forever forever .. forever SHOW LUO!

today.
studied with CARMEN love! :)
went library. straight shot-study hours.
did many many chapters.
and now i'm left to deal with like 4-5 chapters for marketing.
which is something i should be joying about.
BESTFRIEND meet up. with jeremylovee too!
haha, went to JP. endless topics to chat.
endless joy to be! and iloveeeeee his camera to the max!:)
wahahaha! :)

WHEEEEE and i'm back to watch my 老公；羅志祥♥!
NIGHTS PEEEEPOS!

2010-08-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

happy birthday! :)
it's your birthdayyyy once.
may you spent this day well alright, lovely babe<3!

2010-08-18T00:11:00.001+08:00

2010-08-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

我最爱你了！
我和老公的照片哦！

2010-08-12T18:24:00.004+08:00

给我最最最爱的帅哥老公，
恭喜你哦，又再度获奖。。
真是替你开心啊。
哈哈，　老公最棒了。
你这个发型真是诱人哦。。
简直快把我陷入疯狂的状况咯！
哈哈，你那可爱的额头啊！
啊～～～
你是我最大的力量，也是我的唯一爱人！：）
要继续努力哦，老婆们挺你挺到底哦！

我啊我，会一直给你最大的鼓掌。。
最大的支持。。
最多的爱护。。
承诺你一辈子只爱老公你一个哦！：）
爱你爱惨了啦！：）

2010-08-10T23:56:00.004+08:00

我家的大帅哥！
帅惨了吧？哈哈。
对啊，他是我最爱的男人了！：）
爱你爱疯头啦！：）　

和姐姐出去＊ｓｈｏｐｐｉｎｇ的一天！
快乐惨了哦！：）

traLALA~
it's been long since i've got the time go out.
finally, like finally! :)
went out to bugis with sister:)
shop shop shop!
had KOI the first thing at ILLUMA!
then went ILLUMA walk walk, saw EVELYN SISTER!
she was working there.
then went into bugis junction.

caught LOOOK BEHIND having their competition.
GREAT JOB people! :)
CONGRATS on winning :)
and you guys really did great.

went off, didn't stayed for results.
got over to BUGIS street.
went for our 地瓜！ (damn shiokkk!)
have been yearning for it since looong ago! :)
wahahah, like finally..
then went to walk around in the streets.
bought ear-rings, bought a top!
happy happy! then decided to go town.
went ION ORCHARD, hahaha!
then down to SOMERSET 313 for NIWA SUSHI! :)
our dinner was settled then.
then ORCHARD CENTRAL.

to go URBAN-WRITE , hahaha!
happy happpy. and i got AIAI a RILAKUMA file too!

finally,9august - resting day :)
did touch-up for project!
thanks JASMINE for being a GOOD PARTNER..
watched my LAOGONG ON TV at 2PM!
continued to do project :)
but i accomplished like 4task for the day.
and i'm sooo proud of myself :)
1. i finished my project.
2. i finished packing my cupboard.
3. i finished packing my notes.
4. i finished packing my table.
smile , SZEQIAN is officially a NEAT GIRL! :)
帅哥祥也是一样哦！：）你把自己的衣橱整理好，我也是哦！
哈哈！

and then , today! :)
met darling sister XIN at 10.30am.
was lateeeeee , meeting the rest at 11am.
was so so latee. PS UH! :)
went to pass up our project (FINAL!)
then went off to CITYHALL! :)
ate the SCAM shop with XIN!
then photo-spam again!
these few days are filled with pictures.
but above are taken on 8/8.
will upload today's tmr :)
then went to PLAZA SING! :)
thanks to XIN DARLING, it's OH-SO-FATED!
really , trust me mannnn! :)
i think if i were to tell you why , you would agree too! :)
wahahahaha! was fretting some stuff over.
but well , i choose to forgive and forget! :)
smilee! TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY!
GOT TO START ON MY REVISING JOURNEY! :)

当我选着把你遗忘的时候，你却在我眼前出现，
当我想要把你从我脑海里删除掉是，你却有再次出先。
碰巧？还是缘分？我一傻傻分不清楚了。
现在，我发现我好想要。。。。。你了。
怎么办呢？我快受不了了！！啊~

2010-08-08T23:55:00.005+08:00

PRESENTING TO YOU :
FIRST STOP OF YOG OLYMPIC FLAME ;
RIGHT HERE IN NYP!

JOZYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

amanda, jozzy and me :)

DJ KIAN , and EDEN! :)
DJs that rock NYP through the night! :)

SARAH , sweet and lovely EMCEE!

this is LING, our lovely EMCEEE!

that's YOGGGGGG!
witness-ing the flame into NYP and mass-celebration here!

hi PEOPLE!
i've finally found time to do blogging.
esp now at this super nicee hour!
and to capture this wonderful memories i had.
i decided to blog this out! :)
and you say YYYYY----OOOOOOO----- GGGGGG!
one word and you say AWEEEEESOMEEEE!

true to say.
NYP had truely worked hard to commerate this moment.
this special moment. countless rehearsal they had.
late-night meeting our in-charge had!
and yeah, that was a SUCCESSS!
all this while was worth-it afterall!
i really had a coooool experience through this.
besides my duty, i got the CHANCE to watch the whole event.
although i have watched it like a few times during rehearsals.
but i guranteee you, the feeling you would had...
was surprisingly DIFFERENT afterall.
i was feeeling so touched from the bottom of my heart.
i felt like tear-ing , like ulmost when i saw the makings of this event.
it was really heart-warming! :)

and THREE CHEERS to people who have made this a success;
esp to MISS JANETTE , MISS KAREN, MISS LINA AND MISS RENE! :)
they've been really patient and wonderful guide!:)
thanks for giving me wonderful memories to be kept!:)
and of course, the three lovely EMCEEs we had.
also , the celebrities who were there.
esp to the DJs i hosted - EDEN and KIAN!
thanks for waiting soooo long for this! :)
you GUYS TOTALLY ROCK THE STAGE OFF! :)
GOOOOOO NYP~

this marks the end.
but the PASSION in us are still there.
i keep missing these excitement.
i really missed it alot! :)
but well , at least i got to keep memories!:)

WE'RE PROUD TO BE THE STUDENT OF NYP!
NYP IS PROUD TO BE PART OF THE YOG!

2010-08-05T22:41:00.004+08:00

在我生活，最近发生的事，和见的人！
爱死他们了！

2010-08-05T01:29:00.002+08:00

帅哥老公羅志祥♥；
对你的思念是无尽的，
我该怎么办？
想念你的心，一直不停的跳动，你对我是如此的重要！
我的力量，我的快乐，我的幸福！
我会一直爱你，一直支持你的，挺你挺到底！
你是我的最爱，也是我的唯一！

tired tired tired~
gonna blog this sunday~
if i still have the energy.
PHOTO-SPAM on saturday if i get to do so!
wahaha:) anddd off i go and sleeeep now!
tmr got 8am lesson X:

当我沉默的望着你，那已经足够了，我不要求什么.
静静的在那里，看着你的背影，我顿时感到＊幸福！
短暂的沉迷于自己的世界里，我到底怎么啦？

2010-08-04T01:01:00.003+08:00

我只能说“老公，你真是帅惨了！”
爱你一辈子哦！
对你的思念，是无能形容的，
对你的爱，是永恒的，
对你的付出，将会是永久的，
对你的所有，我这一辈子要定了！

哈哈，我明天的制服！
ＳＴＡＧＥ的一天！
虽然不是最新的，但是我最爱的！：）
仿佛老公就在我身旁一样！：）
想念你哦，祥祥！

finally updated!
this week is a busy busy busy day!
won't be blogging much till my YOG ends.
which smells HOLIDAY! :)
smileee and you go " OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH HEY! "..
tralala~ :) i look forward to every rehearsal now and then! :)

看见你，仿佛看见了*他，你让我瞬间傻眼了，停止呼吸的力量，
全称专著的你,从不把我的视线移开，怎么办？
当你看着我的眼睛时，我瞬间想*晕倒的念头，这就叫爱吗？
亲爱的老公；羅志祥♥，都你啦，害我有这种感觉，因为太想念你了啊!

2010-07-29T22:44:00.001+08:00

对@罗志祥说：老公，祝你生日快乐！一直在等待今天的到来，真的长大咯！我们的帅哥国王,长大一岁咯！爱你是我这一辈子最幸福的事，发现你是我这辈子，最快乐的事，也会是将来骄傲的事！希望你今天能够开心的和你的老婆们度过哦，！挺你挺惨了！生日快乐，我的大帅哥国王！
永远爱你的老婆，诗倩！；

2010-07-28T02:20:00.002+08:00

最亲爱的老公，
我爱你哦！：）
爱你爱惨了啦！
羅志祥♥；　每天都要微博哦！
会等你的ＰＯ文！
倒数两天，某人要长大了哦！：）

i promise to update this blog on FRIDAY NIGHT! ;
with tons of picture with words! :) nights PEOPLE!

2010-07-21T23:20:00.001+08:00

我最爱的你，
今天过的开心吗？
希望明天会更好哦！：）
加油　，羅志祥♥！

2010-07-21T01:17:00.003+08:00

你灿烂的笑容，
是我快乐理由，
你那无比奔放的快乐，
是我笑容的开始。
你让我感到：“幸福惨了！”
我最爱你了，老公;羅志祥♥！

2010-07-21T01:00:00.002+08:00

my outing with CARMEN LOVEE!
sucha adorable sister i havee.
tons of joy , tons of happiness! :)
CARMEN , i lovee you!

2010-07-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

MY LOVELY OUTING WITH CUSTEAM LOVEE!
had a fun fun fun day with them! :)
3months later; our next date! :))
can't wait can't wait. for the tons of laughters!:)
i really enjoy my every min&sec of companion with them! :)

2010-07-18T23:33:00.003+08:00

老公;羅志祥♥，告诉我。
我应该这么做？
我已不知道什么是对或错。。
我已失去了我人生的哲学。
我已经失去我的道路了。

alrights, finally!
update update update updates!
this week had been totally hectic case for me.
driving me bonkers right from the start.

MONDAY!
stayed in school, ended @ 2pm.
cause there's no marketing lecture.
went library with AIHUI to do our work.
i studied B.coms. and yeah.
slack our time there.
left around 5plus6. tired~
ended my day like that.

TUESDAY!
went home latee again.
studied in school till around 4pm.
stayed in school for inter-school debate set-up.
left around 5pm. went homee and ZZZ.
rushed project too.

WEDNESDAY!
inter-school debate session.
kinda interesting. CONGRATS TO SBM.
who won this year's trophy.
but i've to say, they really deserve what the get.
i swear it was funn.
and water melon was YUMMILICIOS! :)
went home lateeeee , with jozzy, amanda and aihui.
nice companion! LOVESSS!

THURSDAY!
had draggy lesson, got B.coms test.
phew~ luckily something nice happen.
praise the lordd! :) hahaha.
and then stayed in school.
guess what, straight from 4pm-9pm.
5hours time. super tireddd.
but we had to clear up our project still.
tthanks to my lovely groupmates! :)
who were there to support me throughout.
and my DEAREST AIAI, who keep giving me encouragement!
loveee her to the max! :)

FRIDAY!
finally~ slacked through my day like a zombieeee.
was freaking tired of sleeping at 4am that morning.
schoooooooooooooooooool then ended.
went to SOMERSET , met DARLINGS SHAN AND XIN~ :)
went to walk around there, dinner @ scape (taiwan cafe!)
ops, it's nice nice nice, we had chats there.
long time since we had a heart-to-heart talk.
although it was a short one, but catch-up was great! :)
best thing - nobody bought cameras! :X
iyoyoyoy! :) hahaha. lovee them both muchhh!

SATURDAY!
i hugged my laptop to sleep the other night.
thank god i'm still alive here nowww!
went latee for group meeting!
awww, i'm sooo sorry man! :)
talk and talk and talk, finalised and done we were.
walked walked around. group bonding! hahaha.
then went with weiling to TIONG BAHRU!
saw NAT HO there and he smile at me!
AWWWWWWWWW, so sweeet hurr! :)
hahaha, traLALA!

then met carmenLOVE! :)
we went out FINALLY! the both of us!
went clarke quay for her FLEA! :)
bought a ear-ring and shirt! :)
guess what i spent only 3dollars :)
heee, smiles! FLEA ROCKS! I LIKEEE~!
then went to walk around, chit-chat session!
lovee this dearest girl of mine to the MAX!
went orchard also , walked around again.
went RECOGNISE STUDIO!
aww, i wished to be there.
make my wish comeee true man! :)
heeee, then further walkings and off we went.

met BESTFRIEND AT COMMONWEALTH.
chit-chat session again.
long time since we met together! :)
talk talk talk talk talk! :) heeeee.
then went homeee! did some project work and sleeep!
*pictures will be up sooon! :)

SUNDAY! which is today.
i spent my day at home.
projects and assignment.
see, how powerful this can get~! :)
bombarded my ear with 羅志祥♥ songs!
羅志祥♥, i lovee you! :)
you're my form of motivation~!

and i am proud here to say!
i finished my project, i finished my assignment.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHERINE! :)

*pictures will be up next! :) await await await! :)

2010-07-16T15:30:00.003+08:00

老公；羅志祥♥
好想念你哦！

你对我多么重要，

你从没听说过，我也不曾对你说。

对你一天一天的思念。

是言语都说不出来的。

真期待你来新加坡的演唱会趴兔！

好希望我能够去！

已经后悔过一次了，所以我不想在错过机会了！

你曾说过，只要你还活着的一天，

你会一直在舞台上表演给我们看，
就凭你这句话，
我挺挺挺挺挺你，挺惨了！
我爱爱爱爱爱爱爱你哦，羅志祥♥

2010-07-12T22:26:00.003+08:00

老公！我好想念你哦！
仿佛好像回到23052010那一天。
我好不甘愿，因为无法参加你的生日PA.
更加惨的是，我无法参加SFC这个大家庭。
真的好想念你哦！
这么办呢？我也不知道耶，
我的生活好象每天都会有你在我脑海里。
提醒自己要看娱乐百分百，
仿佛就像看到你一样。
对你是依然的依依不舍。
但看了老婆们PO你的照片。
看到你的灿烂笑容，真的心里感觉真好！
希望你能快来新哦！
我会一直等你的，
我也承诺一定会去这一次的舞法舞天PART2！
我唯一能够做的就只有这么多了！
爱你爱惨了！

school was kinda sucky.
wasn't in the mood the whole day.
老公；羅志祥♥ 已成为我的世界环绕着我的世界！
仿佛没有他，什么事都变的如此难以过关和发生。
i admit , i'm crazily obsessed over him.
but that's something that i cannot control.
everyday bomb his songs in my ears to school.
come back , bomb myself with his videos.
go school, non-stop talk about him.
everything seemed so good with 老公；羅志祥♥ .
i wonder how he is now ?
what he is doing now ?
i can't imagine anything in my brain now.
nth gets inside when i stone in front of my notes.
nth gets into my little brain except 老公；羅志祥♥ 's image/news!

loves,
最爱你的老婆，诗倩！

2010-07-12T00:21:00.002+08:00

老公；羅志祥♥

UPDATES UPDATES UPDATES
i know these few post are all 老公；羅志祥♥!
but cannot blame. i lovee him too much! :)

monday 0.0
school started. draggy day.
SKIPPED FI lesson.
but i went out with xin to get materials.
went to two places. :)
thanks XIN DARLING! :)
we got materials to do 老公；羅志祥♥'s gift! :)
happy happy happy.
but the big problem is that we only do have 2days to finish.
kinda rushing, but thanks sister for enduring through with me.
lovee you to the max man! :)
then went home and started on work! :)

tuesday 0.0
rushing day for me too! :)
rushed on 老公；羅志祥♥ gift! :)
andddd had to do hmwk, assigment and many things.
slept lateee again @3am :X
tiring tiring tiring!

wednesday 0.0
school as usual.
but super tiredd to survive.
had inter-school debate things in school!
until latee night, when i get homee.
already FREAKING RETARDEDLY TIRED!
but still gotta continue with 老公；羅志祥♥ present! :)
so i did up most of the stuffs! :)
thanks XIN SISTER for going crazyy with me! :)

thursday 0.0
went to school , in a high moood! :)
did my 老公；羅志祥♥ present .. touch-up!
then YEAH! DONEEE! :)
after school , went down to woodlands.
got to RP , met shu-anne & danny there.
LOL! so concidence. waited for KYM to end class.
then met her to pass her 老公；羅志祥♥'s gift.
as she's from SFC,so passed to her! :)
cause i coudn't make it on SAT :X
sadd* shall not dwell over it.
something STUPID HAPPEN TO ME!
thanks to STEVEN LIM! (DAMN YOU!)
i hatee him to the max.
for full details, ask me on MSN! :)
it isn't nice! and my leg was disfigured.
DAMN YOU ONCE AGAIN!
don't let me see you again!
went home CRYING AND CRYING.
due to the severe painnnn! :X

friday!:X
happy happy happy day again!
which i dunno why! :)
but yes, end of schoool day!
went home DARNS EARLY!
at 2pm! :) smile!
slept to the fullest, max!
hadn't fulfill my sleeping time for more than 6hours a day.
i know that doesn't sound good!
but i had no choice.
but busy busy busy week is donee! :)

SAT !
went off to school , inter-school debate.
my 老公；羅志祥♥ is in singapore.
but i wasn't there for him.
cause i've got events on :X
saddd, but well, he is happy and hence i should also be! :)
WISH HIS STAGE SHOP SUCCESS! :)
iloveeyou 老公；羅志祥♥! :)
then met up with my dearest CUSTEAM! :)
chattings here and there.
headed to WESTBOWL for bowling.
i swear i'm damn retarded when it comes to that.
i scored the lowest :X SIAN!
hmmm, then got to CINELEISURE.
worse thing, SCAPE WAS BESIDE :X
made me feel so downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :X
TRALALA~ 老公；羅志祥♥
okay , i shall not rant on~
then saw BESTFRIEND &co.
went into this room, watch moviee.
played L4D! :)
play until i cried somemore.
cause too scary *INNER JOKE!

but i have got to say.
custeam is seriously god's gift to me.
although we don't meet up often.
although we ain't from same class.
although we don't study same things.
but we do sharee the special bond in us!
this special bond keeps our friendship burning.
i always feeel doubly happy when i'm with them!
this little things is really loveeely! :)
and they're always there when i need someone! :)
thanks custeam love! may our friendship last!

2010-07-11T21:13:00.003+08:00

ｃｏｐｙｒｉｇｈｔｅｄ　ｆｒｏｍ　ＳＦＣ.
ｃｒｅｄｉｔ:ＳＦＣ　的老婆们！

老公；羅志祥♥
提前生日庆生会，
虽然无法到场，但亲爱的，笑的好甜。
就知道，他非常开心！
希望你看到我礼物时，一样开心哦！

2010-07-11T11:48:00.001+08:00

photo credit : SFC

亲爱老公；羅志祥♥
恭喜你的ＳＴＡＧＥ开幕成功！
希望你生意兴隆！能够发扬光大！
加油加油加油！
好爱你哦！
希望你能快点再来新加坡哦！
爱惨你了！

2010-07-10T16:54:00.001+08:00

对老公；羅志祥的溺爱！

完成的作品，希望老公羅志祥会喜欢哦！

完成后。

我把它全都串在一起了！

第一片。
你的名字，我的最爱。
我的舞王，你最棒了！

对你慢慢的爱！
慢慢的生日祝福。

只对你说。
我把心里想要对你说的全都写在这里了！
付出了我的最大的爱！
只因为你！

你啊你。
真那你没办法。
就是如此的帅！
帅到翻天了！
帅惨了~

我们为你撑腰！

对你的溺爱，
所有的全部！
我都是自己付出的哦！：）
爱死你了！最親愛的老公；羅志祥！

心雷有秦郎。
宝茱姐有达浪。
我有谁？当然是罗志祥；小猪啦！

装进合子里，
付出满满的爱！
爱你哦～！

我的国王，我的最爱。
一支独秀；
支因为你！我的完美情人！

this is what i've done for 最親愛的老公；羅志祥！
hope he will like it!　:)　
这是我唯一能为你做的！
希望你会喜欢哦！
好爱好爱你哦，亲爱的！

2010-07-03T16:23:00.001+08:00

smilee!
this are the pictures taken during DINNER-time.
i know i promised it loooong.
but blogger keep giving me difficult to upload.
that's why. i'm only going to upload this few.
rest : you can get it from my facebook ~!
TRALALA~

it's really been a touched and heart-warming night i guess.
a new brand life for cousin and cousin-in-law!
a brand new family for her!
i hereby, wish her all the best in the things she do.
and get me a litttle little babyyyyy sooon! :)
i lovee you always!

2010-07-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

alrights, as promised. this are the wedding photos.

but this are taken in the morning part - tea ceremony.

we were the JIEMEI from my cousin's team! :)

smileee, honoured to be invited.

plan out games and obstacles.

- wasabi bread cum ice-cream!

- singing of chinese song

- saying of lovee mushy word!

and of course ANGBAOs! the best part!

andd, yeah, we did have funnn! :)

i truly enjoyed myself.

although it was tiring throughhhh.

slept latee wake up early! :)

truly wished my cousin all the best.

get a LITTLE BABY sooon!

and happy marriage dearest!

it's been loong since my cousin reunite together like this.

kinda memorable! and iloveethemmuch! :)

next up would be part 2 of the event!

dinnner :) heee, i will update from there.

then later on would be frequent update! :)

2010-07-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

老公，好想你哦！
每天都会ＰＯ你的一张照片在这里。
让你知道我没有忘记你哦！
忙忙忙，每天我不开心时，
就会听你的歌曲，
让我自己能忘了不开心的事情。
每天在这里，让我不知觉的想念你。
要快点会来哦，我等着你的part2!:)

busy busy busy is what i can describe me feeling now.
once this week is over, i guess things will get better.
i'm not feeling alright inside me now, for i know i miss him.
what to do, keep my smile going.
throw all the stress behind my mind,
i can't seemed to even do the simplest job.
i swear i did try.
but it never seemed to work :X

wait till i'm back.
i promise i will have more stuffs! :)
tons of pictures from the wedding! :)
anticipate alrights , :)

2010-07-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

CARMOOOO and my LOVELY AIAI! :)
these are my twoo lovely girls.
who are always there to cheer me up! :)
whenever i need a listening ear,
they're always there!
love them to the ultimate! :)
PS. this picture is taken loooong ago! :X

my lovely dovely SWEETHEART!
my SISTER ; my soul-mate.
one eye-SIGN , she'll know what i mean.
she lives inside my soul i guess.
i loveeee her to the ultimate!
sister, thanks for always being there for me!
i am soooo soooo grateful! :)
andd, thanks for meeting me up today!
CONGRATS ON YOUR GOOOD GRADE TOOO!

老公，我好想念你哦!
一直在忙着想要送你什么礼物耶。
真的是有够难的。
但我会付出我满满的爱在里头哦！
希望你会喜欢！
爱你爱你哦！：）　

alright. so this weeek hasn't been smoooth to me.
except monday! until then , i don't feeel goood.
not even to the ultimate extreme.
lots of things is running through my brain.
but i couldn't catch the right thing to do at the right time.
just so , what's wrong with me.
i'm busy to the ultimate.
yet i couldn't organise my time well.
is it my fault ? i don't know. i'm confused. i'm tired.

MEETINGS ... AUDITIONS ... PROJECT WORK .. WEDDING-PREP for cousin.
this makes up 90% of my brain-space. 10% is left with things like HMWK, QUIZ.
what to do? first time i feeling so stressed-up.
over the tiny miny little things like this.
it was suppose to be darns easy.
but it just seemed to be difficult to me.
why so ?! anybody can tell me why.
let me off STRESS, i really can't take it anymoreee!

i think i need a place to shout all my rants.
a place where i can dance to release all my stress.
a platform for me to scream at the top of my lungs.
that's all i want, nth else more.

2010-06-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

老公！：）　
我爱死你了！：）

2010-06-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

因你而笑，但我却不常看见你。
我的国王，加油哦！：）　

my dreams, my desire.
have you ever asked ?

alrights, quick update here!
went out early , saw my dearest LAOSHI.
missed him much man!
he just smiled so widely to me.
and he just touched my head like his own kid.
i miss dancing, i miss him!

first day of school today.
started with a little monday blues.
was msging my girlfriends and stuffs.
feel so don't belonged there :X
and i miss my girlfriends suddenly.
words cannot expressed my feelings here.

then day started ..
ate my jap.food! :)
loveeee aihui man, she knows what i want.
i was shocked! :) it's only been twoplusmonths.
and yet, she knew alot about me already:)
smile! :) and janiah babe tooo! :)
then marketing lesson, my class warmed-up already.
started cracking jokes here and there.
although sleepy, but thanks to them i kept awake!
ended class early, went koufu and slacked.
did my marketing work! happy ^^
and yeah, lectures goes on till six.
but i was entertained to the max! :)
thanks BI1008 for all the crazy mad laughters i had uh! :)

tmr is a brand new day! ultimate happy day.
i don't know. i just guessed it! :)
hopefully!

andddd. i'm going to take up dance lessons sooon!
considering in process~

2010-06-27T23:18:00.003+08:00

my impromtu meet-up with them.
concidently saw them at SCAPE!
it's beeen looong since i see them!
these are the pictures :)

*Will upload class outing picture once i get it! :)
anddd. mass update about my journey to malaysia tmr! :)

2010-06-26T00:41:00.001+08:00

DARLINGS MEETUP PHOTOS! :)

smileeeeee, ilovee them much!

*will be leaving for malaysia tmr! :)

will be back to blog about moreee on today! :)

2010-06-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

Should i get this or not.
currently in the midst of considering.
but i hear a NO more than YES! :)

Finally i found the dress i wanted.
happy happy happy!
thanks SISTER for accompanying me!
i lovee you man!

my new-decorated notice board.
i spent an hour doing this.
i'm sooo contented with it!
smillle! :)
THEME : SHOW HUBBYlovee!

and here, i missed you again.
but one thing i know, I WILL SUPPORT YOU FOREVER! :)

today was a loooooooong day.
went out to get my things.
walked around the whole day.
tired tired tired.
special thanks to my SISTER!
i cannot reveal the name for the time-being,.
sooner or later bah!
but i really thank her for that!

went off for DARLINGs day!
met them for a little catch-up lunch!
chatted here and there.
but ate a little jiu full le!
don't know why also!
really feel nice to be with them again!
really really nice to have them with me!
and i'm sure our friendship will last.

this few days ,
meetings , meetings and meetings.
involved in this , that , this and that.
but i'm kinda excited though.
hopefully things will run smoothly.
andddd OH NOOOO~ ,
school is starting in like 4days time.
yet, homework undone :X

2010-06-22T20:17:00.002+08:00

if i ever have 10000000 wishes...
all my wishes would be to see you once more.
i can't take my eyes off you for a second.
not even one.
i admit, i'm crazily obsessed over you.
annd i do.

alrights, so today.
met shu-anne and aihui for lunchh!
went off for our workshop.
learn about organisation skills..
how to plan things and the techniques to do so :)
not badd, had quite a funn time.

and i happen to see you again.
and i did tried to avoid.
cause i know you're just a shadow-er.
not the truee him!

2010-06-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

this is my loveeeely sister - CARMEN WONG!
my nice and lovely soul-mate.
whom i can consult and talk to.
whenver i am feeling down!
iloveeherMAN!

below are my try-outs for clothing.
pardon me for looking fat man! :X
hahahaha! :)

my loveee.
my one and only!

today, went out with two lovely sisters.
went to far-east. ate lunch there.
enjoyable talk and shopping time with them!
felt really blessed to have them in my lifee.
went over to bugis tooo! :)
tiredd! then head back to school.

BY2 came to NYP today.
for campus concert.
so need to go and help out.
while my two beloved went in to watch.
HOW UNFAIR?!?! ahaha, just joking.
i had funn helping out!
it's kinda like a brand new experience for me!
and i saw this LZX hubbylovee loook-a-like.
and i swear he really loooks like him! :)
side-view, and back-view only!
other than that! no moreee!
and i got to know diane too!
she's really a great dancer whom i saw during show's autograph session.
she could dance his song really well.
and got a hug from him as reward :)

smileee!
it's kinda great today!
i got to know sooo many people.
and learn many things too!
hope everyone have a great day tooo! :)

2010-06-20T06:28:00.001+08:00

HI , MY SWEETHEART.
a show done my HUBBYloveee.
it's freaking nice i swear.
i know i'm abit slow-poke to watch this.
but i really was busy with work and now school.
so didn't have time to watch it :)
but i swear , it's damnnnnnn nice!

2010-06-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

no one belongs here more than you.

define love.
define out of love.
define what's love.
define why not love.

i've lost the reason why.
i've lost the path now.
i dunno what's happening in my life.
what's my meaning of life.
i totally have no single direction now.
where's the you i've been waiting for.
i know you're gone.
but yet, i'm still yearning.
why so ? even i don't know the reason.
i wished you were here.
i really wished you were here.

2010-06-19T16:30:00.002+08:00

4E3'09 outing!
SENTOSA TRIP ON 17/06/10!
met them finally after 4months.
glad that everyone is doing well :)

the lonely girl me,
is stucked at home now.
on an important mission.
but yet to be done :X

mummy and daddy are back in malaysia.
sister out for some events.
only left with me alone here.
pooor girl here man :X
so saddening :X
haven't ate a proper meal for the day.
now , i miss my hubbyloveee<3!
how how how ?:X i'm sure no one knows how to solve.
wahahaha! :)
never mind, i will update with more events soon! :)

2010-06-19T10:44:00.000+08:00

♥!

my happiest day of my life.
best gift from god!

2010-06-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

4E3'09 outing was AWESOME.
it was a little small amount.
but i believe everyone had tons of fun.
we went to palawan beach at sentosa.
catch up with them about school and stuff.
played around by the beach.
then went off for dinner at KIM GARY!
it's funnnnnnnnnnn time again.
looong time since we met up,
chit-chat a little here and there.

went around VIVO and walk walk.
went up to the top floor (open space) .
and played CARDS - indian POKER!
wahahah! looong time since we play that.
but i swear it was damn funnny.
scary , exciting , FUN!!!
then chit-chat a little again.
went off around 8plus9..
i took bus with kelly AH-MA and jifeng AH-GONG!
exchanged our poly-life with one another.
it was super funnnnnn!
then send AH-MA homeee.
cause she've got camp tmr! :)
then walked jifeng AHGONG to the bus stop.
chit-chat a litttle with him tooo!
then went homeeeeeee!

i had really much funn today.
how i wished time could just pause there.
i wished time could turn back.
back to secondary three timing! :)
i wish things were that easyyy!
but i know it's kinda impossible.
but nonetheless, 4E3'09~
meeeeet up soooooooon again alrights ? :)
loveeee you all much!
you all made my day! :)

PS. REST OF THE PICTURES WITH AMANDA! :)
will wait till she uploads before i put it here again!

2010-06-16T09:28:00.002+08:00

OUTINGS WITH GIRLFRIENDS

yes, this will mark my very first post.
after sucha busy busy busy days.
pheww~ now i'm NOT enjoying my two weeks holidays.
because it's filled with extra lessons and PROJECTS!
but well, gotta accept the truth!
tooo baddd for me ~
however there's also happy events for me! :)
outings with girlfriends yesterday!

andddd, we went to 10DOLLAR ktv.
so so happpppy uh! :)
it's been quite a looong time since i went there.
i really really missed those time we had there.
i am glad everything is fine now! :)
everything is back to normal.
we went really crazyyy there ytd!
not really crazy, but i had tons of joy and funnn!
i hopeee we can go there soooon AGAIN!

class outing tmr!
but ... not everyone is going.
but i hope everything will go well!
SMILE!

2010-06-15T12:12:00.000+08:00

lovely hubby love!
he'll start up as my FIRST NEW POST!
i loveeeee him!
he's my everything! :)

2010-05-02T23:34:00.001+08:00

i shall updateee sooonnn!

2010-04-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

4E3'09! :)
wish you all the best in poly!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
bring out the 4E3 spirit that we once shared! :)

our total bill for the day!
buy TOTO! haha.
or 4D! haha :)

carmen ; me! ; AIAI and AMANDA! :)

DARLINGS LOVEE!

alrights. let me bloggg! :)
fun-filled day for the past three days!
so .. on friday!
went out to meet my colleagues.
had a really nice time catching up with them.
i really really had like great fun! :P
it's nice meeting them.
hearing them updating me about things.
i really missed them sooo much!
then went off to meet AIAI and carmen!
we went down to NYP to get my lecture notes.
and also to hand in some stuff.
thanks AIAI and CARMEN! :)
how nice of them!
later on , went to bishan junction 8.
went to walk around aimlessly.
okay la, nice time talking to them!
decided to head home at 6plus.
while i head over to commonwealth.
to wait for my DARLINGS :)
then went off to MARINA SQUARE.
planned to eat pizza! but thanks to the ****!
went to eat other place instead.
kinda nice catching up with them!
really missed them much!
but my other two NYP-mates!
we might be meeting each other very sooon can!
HAHAH! :P

then on SAT!
supposingly to only go out at night.
but then afternoon time, daddy dropped me at tiong.
to get my pens for school!
cause TMR , school's gonna start.
then met up with XIN and SUYING!
waited for my AIAI!
cause i last mins called her out.
to accompany me to get some things.
went down to BBC , didn't find it:X
damn waste time can!??!?!
then went to clementi.
bought my stuff at BIG BOOKSHOP!
went off from there to meet my 4E3'09!
haha! waited for some people to arrived.
went down to SUNSET way to eat.
had a nicee time catching up with them!
like seriously! hahaha :P
it's gonna be looong before we meet again i guess.
yeah! i will miss them much! :)
then headed home.

today!
one day before school start.
going out to meet my CUSTEAM later!
little catch-up with them!
miss them much can?!?! :)
finally :P wait for my pictos!

*to see more pictures.
get to my facebook and see see! :P

ooh. and a LITTLE POP-UP!
JASLYN !!! hahahaha.
i caught her on the bus ytd!
it was super random.
we were on the bus for quite looong.
then suddenly she turned back..
and then we realised we knew each other.
and we've been on the bus for like 10mins can!??
hahaha! missed her much tooo!
will see her next weeek on tues! :)

2010-04-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

me and my cousin.
we tried out some clothing.
to get in time for my cousin's wedding! :)
wahahaha!

BI1008!
my course mate.
for the next three years!
our first mini-outing.
to minds cafe!

alright.
wed's outing with BI1008 was awesome,
almost everyone went .
except for some who were working and yeap.
we went back NYP to collect student card together.
had a good time , bonding session with them.
i bet they'd a great time at minds cafe.
all of them went rather crazy and high!
i'm kinda happy that they enjoyed it.
i hopee we would share this strong bonding.
hoping everyone that we could ALL go together next time round.
BI1008 is the most awesome group of people!
people , keep up with the good friendship we share.
it's gonna bring us through the next three years yeah! :)
smile , you people really rocks! :)
see you all on monday! :P

TODAY!
went out with my cousin and XIN!
went to bugis street.
wanted to get a few chunks of things.
but .. in the end.
couldn't find anything i want.
kinda sadd. but i still bought one shirt and hairbands!
wahahaha! it's kinda loong i did that.
but my final goal is a pencil case and wallet.
but i found none!
well , it's okay!

the next two-three days.
will be filled with gathering and stuff.
hopefully everyone treasure this last three days.
before school starts next week!

tmr! :)
tons of pictures will be taken.
1.meeting up with colleagues for lunch!
2.meeting with AIAI and carmen to go get lecture notes.
3. shopping with AIAI and carmen!
4.meet up with DARLINGS! (like finally!)
do wait up for my pictures!

why do i feel the gap now.
what's seriously wrong now ?

2010-04-15T14:44:00.003+08:00

THERESA CHEONG!
i'm missing you much now!
pls take care of yourself there!
i loveeee you ALOT ALOT! :)

alrights, me is going out now.
going out with my cousin.
XIN love will join in later.
traLALA!

hopefully i am able to get all the stuff.
you see , i said HOPEFULLY!
which mean i might not be able to get.
me gotta run now!
will blog later!

when i sit there alone,
staring into space ,
i realise your face start appearing in my mind.
i don't know what's happening now.
but i hope this are all illusion!

2010-04-12T20:07:00.003+08:00

BI1008!
my course mate of 2010! :)
hope i'll have a enjoyable three years with them!
go BI1008!

my lovely girl!
never fails to guide me through things.
never fail to make me laugh.
never fail to gimme laughter!
i simply lovee her!

my DARLING SIS..
who flew off to beijing today!
wish her all the best.
that she'll take care of herself.
and to see her real soooon!
i love you SISTER!
will be waiting for you to be back!

HIHIHI PEOPLE!
i'm finally back to blog!
after orientation .,hahah! tiring!
but finally got to see my course and class mates!
not bad. i hope this three years would be fulfillling!
GO BI1008! :) smiles!

today. went out with xin, my cousin and her friend.
went down to changi airport.
went there to send theresa cheong off!
iloveeeeeeeeeeeeher much!
she's leaving for beijing for her FYP.
i wish her all the best there.
i know she's a strong girl..
and that she'll do well there!
hahahaha :) i am missing her now.
pictures are uploaded already.
see it on face booook!

i promise i'll update this place frequently.
as much as i can!
school is starting , but i ain't ready!

* just web-cammed with HUIJIE AIAI!
hahah, missed her much.
she told me about her orientation!
whahahahaah :) smiles! :0
i miss her, hope to see her sooooon!

2010-04-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

miss theresa CHEONG!
my beloved beloved lovely sister :)
you've no idea how much i loveeee her!
she's always guiding me with many things.
whenever i meet troubles, she's always there.
me reallllly loveeeeeee her!
she's leaving for beijing in a few more days timeeeee.
going for 6 weeeeks.
i will miss her like HELL can!
it's really a looooooooong time for me.
but never mind, i'll be seeing her this week.
take lotsa pictos with her :)
so i will seee it everyday!
I LOVE YOU , SASA DARLING GIRL! :)

miss PEA liying!
miss you lots lehx!
haven't been seeing you since that day..
where you came my house for WII!
let's find time and meet up sooon!
alrights?! :)
take care girl!

AIAIAAI!
i purposely put this photo!
wahahahahaha!evil rights!
but well , i am almost talking to her everyday.
except like maybe two days or three days.
but we've constantly been in contact.
i just web-camed with her toooo!
take care of your hand my dear!
hopeee you get well soooon!
i miss you , meet up soooon!

this is miss CARMEN WONG!
haven't seen her since last wed!
but i'm missing her already!
girl , where've you beeen?
MIA la youuuuuuuuuu!
find time okay , meeet you soooon!
i miss you badly girl! :)

welll, this is a shout-out post..
to all the people i misss.
how i wish i could see them now.
i miss them alot! :)

anddddd. a goood things to announce.
it seemed like a auspicious year.
many people around me are getting married.
cousin , mum's bf .. dad's bf.
they're all gettting married :)
CONGRATULATIONS! :)
i'm really happy for them!

and to my DARLINGS toooo!
ting ; shan ; xin ; kirby!
meeet up sooooon!
i miss you , we've got much to catch up.
soooooooooooon! i loveeee you all!

2010-04-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

they're my everything. my all.
i could pour all my tears to them.
i could cry my heart out to them.
i could rant all my unhappiness to them! :)

i realised i haven't been touching my blog.
but well, have beeeen kinda busy or should i use the word lazy.
i'm sorry for abandoning this blog for looong.
but i was dead lazy ...
this is the third week since i am not working.
kinda miss my colleagues now..
might be popping over to see them next week :X
i miss having lunch and those chit-chat times!
it's three weeks moreeee.
and school will commence!

this few weeks.
have been busy at home..
dealing with stuff and also catching up with girlfriends.
met huijie;liying;carmen and bestfriend not looong before.
kinda looong since i met them.
really missed them alot.
and also , adelaide , amanda, j-ing and 4E3!
smiles! i hopeee to see them soon!
truly , deeply, sincerely! :)

phew~
have been sick since the day before.
only went to see the doctor today,.
cause i thought i was okay.
but the fact is that i'm not :x
fever came and go.
cough and flu and headache also came and visit me.
isn't it cooooooool ?
but well , it's a common virus now!
so friends, pls do take careeee well! :)

will post some photos ..
promise to update more frequently :)

friendship seems to be something hard to deal with.
i am being tied up by it, i couldn't move freely as i could.
how i wish things could be as simple as primary school now.

2010-03-29T22:49:00.001+08:00

smiles!
a little add-ons in my blog.
i shall blog all tmr! :)
i promise!
good night world!

2010-03-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

i will post tmr!
gooodnight world!

2010-03-20T02:50:00.002+08:00

haha;
webcaming with carmen just now..
heee. before that was conferencing over the phoneee.
with my AIAI and liying and CARMEN!
funnnnnnnnnnn!
i miss them soooooooo much!

2010-03-17T21:00:00.003+08:00

although J-ing not in the photo.

her heart is with us :):)

to 4E3'08/09 ;
my fellow classmates.
perhaps some of you have started school.
some of you haven't ..
just like me, waiting for 19april to comee.
i sincerely hopee that ..
all of you would be able to do well.
and excel in the course that you're in.
although it won't be like how we used to have lessons.
but i believed the 4E3 i knew..
would be able to fit into their new school perfectly.
cause we're always the sociable bunch of people! :)
i'm really glad to be part of the class ..
and i'm happy that all of you had make my life so colourful.
be it studying , PE lessons and FOCUS lessons.
it was never going to be fun without all of you.
i'm truly glad that we've build up the strong bonding we've.
striving hard for O levels.
now it's time to use that strength we used to shareee.
and excel in POLYTECHNIC/JC.
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
all the best :)
*we shall have class gathering soooon.

with love ,
szeqian

2010-03-16T00:52:00.002+08:00

me and carmen plan to webcam.

so we connect our webcam.

then we realised that we were wearing same shirt.

wahaha; got chemistry right.

heeee :P

and i can't wait to see her.

cause i miss her much!

2010-03-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

i'm web-camming with carmen!

hahaha :P

fun fun fun!

2010-03-12T09:10:00.004+08:00

letting go entirely :)

oooookay..

i'm at work now.

came here secretly to bloggggggg. :)

wahahahahaha.

i know i damn slacker.

but it's really damn sianx :X

i gotta loads of data entry to be done.

but i'm leaving next fri.

so i wanna clear off my work before i leave.

i'm on a half-day leave today.

cause i'm going for BREAKOUT- dance comedy.

tonight at 8pm. i'm meeting niceee people today.

for lunch and for the show .. :)

i'm really glad to have them :P

intially thought carmenLOVE could come along.

but she needs to go to the IT fair.

anw . i miss her.. it's been long since i saw her :P

see you soon girl!

perhaps ..

you think i'm referring to you.

but sorry, in fact i'm not.

i've let go of the entire thing btw you and me.

i've thought over it.

just go back to square one.

like we don't know each other.

we've issues, yes we do.

but i decided not to clarify things.

cause it's really enough & enough.

i don't want to go through all this things anymore.

i'm not trying to sound like the victim..

i'm here admitting that perhaps i'm wrong in many ways.

but well, i'd enough and i don't wish to clarify things up.

let's just become strangers.

perhaps we're not meant to become friends.

yes.

2010-03-11T11:17:00.002+08:00

alrights. i'm kinda sleepy now.
so decided to come here and bloggggggg.
to spent some time off.
cause i'm really gonna fall alseep sooner or later,
rahx ......... slept too later ytd.
but because i was watching my husband :P

so both of this weeek and last.
it passes quite fast.
have been spending my lunch time together ..
with my new new colleague.
i've yet to talk about them in my blog.
okay, they are the new INTERNS in my company.
one came from nyp - lydia.
and the other two from rp - sean and bren dan.
yeah. they're really nice and funn people.
so have been spending almost my time with them.
they will always come and look for us..
during morning , and ending of work-hours.
andddd.... esp during lunch-time.
four of us click like we're some buddies for ten years.
and my other colleague thought we were good friends for years.
some of them even more cuteeeee.
say the four of us is two couples..
ahahhah :P

during this week, there's this IFFS fair.
so on tuesday, me and lydia wanted to explore in.
but we were extremly scared of this guard there.
his looks are sooooooo fierce.
i mean he really looks scary.
i'm so afraid of himmmm.
initially wanted to go in.
in the end , we called SEAN to sent us in.
so he came and walked us in..
then he went off to carry on with his work.
thanks SEAN :)
such a kind person :):)

after which , went back to office.
then a little gathering to eat onion rings.
me , lydia and sean. brendan was nowhere to be found.
haha. then we chatted a little.
then me and sean decided to play ebuddy to pass time.
so he wrote his email down..
and so we started playing ebuddy.
he even fall asleep la! SLACKER! :)
okay. then he went to carry on with his work.
then i continued with my stuffs.
time flies fast.but the guys got OT ..
usually we walked to train station together.
they're really poor thing la.
kenna treated like some indian workers.
damn saddddd la.
but well , they've got nice friends like me and lydia.
ahhahah :P to let them enjoy work at the very LEAST :P

well . i'm leaving next week.
kind of saddd. don't bear to leave ..
cause i just started to know many nice colleague.
and also my lovely three friends :)
we're just starting to have funnnn :P
i really do enjoy myself here.
never mind, i'll blog more next weeeeek.

cheers PEOPLE! :)

can't i forgive ?

do i really can't forget.

i'm asking myself.

am i really that..

but well, sorry.

i just couldn't come up with an answer.

2010-03-09T10:08:00.003+08:00

define love.

and say it to me.

love is happiness.

love is sadness.

love can be sweet.

love can be bitter.

agree?

love comes from fate.

if you meet that special someone.

be sure that you grab him well ..

grab hard and don't let go.

in life, it's really hard to meet that someone.

whom attract you that much.

whom gets your attention the most.

whom you think about all night, couldn't sleep.

whom you can't forget wherever you go.

this is LOVE!

however love can make one go blind too.

you're simply indulge in her world ..

you get crazily in love with her.

don't even know what you're doing.

don't even know that you're hurting others.

you just get her occupied in you.

but you've never thought " maybe you ain't fated to be together".

until this day, you realised you're going crazy over her.

and her challenge gets harder each day.

this is when you go crazy with only HER in your eyes.

well, i agree.

i'm one who is afraid of falling in love now.

it's either dangerous or it seemed scary to me now.

i don't know why i feel this way.

but unless i do find my MR RIGHT.

which is when fate let me meet him.

i know i sound saddening here.

but well , i'm not into r/s problems.

just that i got the urge to blog this out. :)

2010-03-07T20:21:00.001+08:00

2010-03-07T17:51:00.003+08:00

company dinner&dance.
the SALES team.
the department i'm working in :)

me with the lovely deco :)

my darling girl!!! :)

this friendship stood strong.
and it's forever :)

DINNER WITH SASA LOVEEE!

meee with yummy FOOOD :)

me and my DARLING GIRL!~
she ROCKS SO MUCH.
that i can't help saying ..
that I LOVEEE HER SO MUCH!

thanks for always standing by my side.
whenever i meet troubles.
i know you're always there.
SISTERS FOREVVER :P
me loveee you!

how i wish times stops for that moment.
so we can have a longer time to talk.
to catch-up. :)

2010-03-07T17:37:00.003+08:00

alright .
me is finally back here to upload.
i'm tired. just got back from outside.
let me update some events on this weeeeek :)
before it ends tonight at 12am.
haha.

so this weeek.
got to know this 3interns better.
they're really nice people.
i mean like , they're friendly and such.
we are always spending lunch-time together.
then end work together.
equal fun - equal joy.
but sad thing is , i'm leaving my company on 19.
so i got them farewell gifts.
hopeeeee they like it.
there're many people i wanna thank.
esp to my mentor , JEAN.
she was the one who taught me the most.
and PROTECT me if i meet any trouble.
yeah , so i'll miss them much :)

on thursday. guess what.
i met up with my SASA LOVEEE!
hahaah. like FINALLY .
i'm gonna post pictures later on.
she's sucha sweetheart to pick me up from work.
although it's at TANAH MERAH.
but it's already SINCERE enough.
i loveeee her much!
trained down to bugis.
went to HONGKONG cafe to settle our dinner.
we had like soooo much to talk about la.
she shared many things with me tooo.
saw AARTI tooo :) haha.
anddd. went walking around.
funniest thing : i'm gonna be her junior again.
hahaa. she's my senior in NYP.
hahahahhha:P laughs.
this stupid girl of mine.
forever so cuteeeeee and ZILIAN! hahaha.
okay. i'm just joking.
me's gonna meet her up soooon.
before she flies on to BEIJING ..
and comes back on 21may.
she'd better prepare a gift for me there!
*joking! :P

alrights. one more weeek till end of work.
finally a rest. hopefully a niceee one.
then SCHOOL IS STARTING.
i'm not really that excited.
but still , i looook foward to school la.
anw. shall end here.
next up would be picture post.

was it me being too self-fish.
or was it me being so self-centered.
i'm trying to make myself forgive.
but i realised that i couldn't.

2010-03-04T09:49:00.004+08:00

give me a slap on my face.
tell me it isn't a dream.
wake me up from my dream.
but still , i want that lovely thing to be real.
guess what ..
it's sucha lucky thing.
a miracle out of nowhere.
a little glimpse of light glow.
that lucky little me.
have fool-ed by god.
and now .. i've gotten the thing i wanted.
i feeel gooood ~

must be thinking what i've gotten.
guess what - i just randomly send email to nyp.
to request for transfer to business informatics.
and yes, i did succeed! :) how is it ..
it's MIRACLE , HOPE and LOVELY! :)
i'm too happy until i can't sleep.
luckily my bestfriends were around.
i'm really glad.

i mean .. i finally.
this feeling cannot be described.
it's just like you've been thrown into hell.
but you've been saved up to heaven.
by an angel :)
i think i'm madd.
getting obessesed over it.
but don't blame.
i just want to share happiness with my blog.
so yeah :)

when the light shine.
i thought i saw your shadow.
when the moon lights,
i thought i saw your back-view.
when my eyes close,
i thought i saw you in my dream.
when i open the door.
i realised i wasn't dreaming, it was you all along :P

2010-02-27T21:18:00.003+08:00

this is thing one would wish to have.

a rainbow after a downpour.

a sign of relief would come.

telling us to be brave.

there's nth to be afraid of ..

and to walk towards our goal :)

alrights, so i went for class gathering.

met them at BukitBatok at 11.30am.

then we went to ms chu's house.

hahaha :P it's fun fun fun!

i felt the bond-ness again.

one word- CLASS IS LOVED!

4E3'09 REVIVED!

hahahah :P

we went ms chu house.

played wiiii. haha.

chit-chats stuffs here and there.

delicious food came later on.

i swear the salad is nicee.

thanks MS CHU!

she taught me the method.

i'm going to try making it some day.

hahahaaha :P

then rest for awhile.

went crazy over wii.

shouting here and there like mad!

lolx la; i went crazy!

left at 5plus6.

went to walk walk around.

and homeee i came.

will upload picto when i received it.

andddd for now , i'm going to catch show le!

byeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-02-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

it's beeen looog since i blog.
have been coming home late from work.
cause my company now having many many exhibition.
today till sunday, there're totally like FULL HOUSE.
many many exhibitors book their hall.
so my colleague were all busy busy busy..
yeah :P

hmmm , monday to thursday.
have been bascially working everyday.
met up with my DEAREST XIN today!
i'm happy happy happy.
finally met her for a looong shopping fun trip.
yeah ; and guess what.
after visiting all the exhibitions.
we went to CHANGI AIRPORT, surprised?
hahaha. we went there to SHOPPPP!
hahaha ; there's actually many things there.
so people, go for a walk there.
i mean if you've no plans for the day.
many many chit chat sessions with her.
i loveee her many many.
she never fails to give me encouragement.
never fails to make me smile.
never fails to cheer me up :P
i'm glad to havee her!
thanks so much GIRL!

andd.... next thursday.
i am meeting SASA LOVEE!
which is a YEAH YEAH YEAH!
hopee she does well for her exams!
jiayou jiayou! :P
andd... tmr is class gathering day.
yeah , at miss chu house.
hope things goes well:)

2010-02-21T16:23:00.004+08:00

that's my RABITTO!

i'm gonna collect all my RABITTO things :)

my new found love!

me and carmen;

i forgot when is this.

but i know we went shopping :)

me at the airport.

sending my cousins off :)

my five ladies :)

us during chalet :)

MEEEEEEEE!

me and XIN :)

my two tiny pink fingers :)

my GIRLFRIENDS!

iloveeethem! :)

2010-02-21T16:03:00.002+08:00

i know i've been neglecting this blog.
after much time changing blogskin.
arranging this and that.
now it's timeeee to open it.
traLALA~

i've removed the tagboard.
decided to just write it for my sake.
anybody can have their own view , own say.
but to me ; just keep comments to yourself.
that's all i asked for :P
be happy reading my blog :)

so yeah , now is CNY seasons.
met up with my girlfriends on wed.
went house visiting.
it's back to that playful us ...
never ending noise pollution.
this makes me miss secondary school life.
but there're also things i don't miss.
like PE LESSONS - napfa test.
like lessons - boring time!
buttt... i miss schooooooool.
dance ; friends ; teachers :)
how i wishes time didn't pass that fast.
but never mind; let's learn to be HAPPY.
and OPTIMISTIC!

i'm really thankful to many people.
who have been there.
to listen to my rants.
and to also give me advice.
i'm really really grateful.
i've really lovely friends.
who would msg or call me.
to tell me to JIAYOU.
and some would call..
and tell me they miss me.
hahaha :P how sweet can that be.
it also shows me who are my TRUE FRIENDS!
i lovee my friends.
and i thank god for them :P
may our lovely friendship stays forever :P

next up ..
will be a picture flooded post.
be careful :P smileee!

2010-02-16T15:31:00.002+08:00

a shout out to all my GIRLFRIENDs , SISTERS and BESTFRIENDS out there.

HAPPY NEW YEAR
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :P

i'll be back tonight.
smileeeeeeee.

2010-02-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

alrighty!
i went out with 海棉宝宝。
loveee them so much! :P ♥
they came and find me after work.
ate dinner together.
our DATE today :P
me just had soooo much fun today la.
we went to robinson sales.
bought many many many things.
actually only like 3 underwear.
hahaahhaaha:P laughs out loud.
but still , considered things rights.
going out with them is loveeeeeeeeeee.
cause they brightened up my day.
and give me laughters tooooooooooo.
will update with pictures sooon i promised.

decided to keep my blog private first.
will allow my LOVELY darlings to come in only :P
will let it out after i decided to. heee.
just don't feel like opening now :P

2010-02-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

DARLINGS!

me and the stupid clown!

meeeee :P

me and DUCK-TOUR TRAINS!

2E4ians!

2010-02-01T20:53:00.004+08:00

alrrights. finally got time to update.
this year during NEW YEAR.
i went out count-down with my darlings.
after which i went off to malaysia.
went to melaka for holidays.
we booked this quite beautiful hotel.
with niceeeeeee jacuzzi and computer - INTERNET!
went out walk walk around the places there.
and we went to take duck-tours.
pictures will be uploaded. promised!
but only someee. a little only perhaps.

next update would be my new work!
hahaha ; i'm currently working in expo office now.
working as full-time. but five-day week.
so anyone who goes down there , can come look for me.
haha. but i bet anyone would go so far.
unless there's really niceeee exhibition or sales.
usually it's like that la. haha :P
my colleagues are niceee people.
but i'm more familiar with jean jiejie.
cause she's my mentor.
so i'm closer to her:P
will be working there till around mid of march i guess.
as looong as possible as i learn many things there.
and i'm happy about it.

next next up would be my results.
one word- disappointing.
but well , what's done cannot be undone.
so i choose to accept it and live on.
next thing , posting of JAE.
one word- disappointing again.
but well , i've tried to appeal.
we'll see what's next then.
it's be shown on 5feb.
i'll blog by then.
thanks my colleague for giving me advice.
loveee them much!
thanks bestfriends and AIAI and LIYING and THERESA CHEONG!
they gave me lots of advice.
peii me through my ups and down.
and COMFORTS! :P thanks loveee!

next next next next up.
it's be 2E4 chalet updates.
darns fun i tell ya.
i still the bond-ing between us.
and i feel more like a family.
didn't sleep for two days.
only a few hours at most.
but well , to the people - 2E4ians.
i still feel the bond.
i still feel the strong friend-ship.
i hope it continues on and on and on.
smileeee. i wish you all a gooood future.
and also , to see you guys again soooooooooon!
2E4ians 06-07 still rocks like nobody's business!
i loveee you all!

that's all i owe you people i guess.
and i watched the moviee tooth fairy.
it's niceee - a great movie to recommend.
makes you forget your troubles.
which is quite true.
watched it with my bestfriends! ^-^
andddddddddd ... next up would be a few pictures.
then another new blogpost for this week :)

2010-01-31T01:32:00.003+08:00

i'm done with renovation in my blog.
next up will be updates.
but tmr.... cause i'm tired..

life is unpredictable.
i cry everytime i see

罗志祥-搞笑

mv .. it's .....
i don't know what to say.

2010-01-31T01:32:00.001+08:00

2010-01-29T02:01:00.001+08:00

kind of unfair.
kind of disappointed.
i don't know how to describe how i feel now.
it's kind of .....
only ********************** knows.
we'll leave it here now and then.
will update sooon..

blog, pls do wait for me:P

2010-01-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

2E4 CHALET ROCKS!
tralalalalalalalalalal~
i loveeeeeeeeeeeee 2E4'07!
i'll blog tmr about it! :P

tmr i half day!

2010-01-25T21:57:00.001+08:00

i know i'm lagggg in updating.
this wed or sat.
i will comeee here with tons of UPDATES!
i'm going to remove my tagboard for now.
in case some LAME PEOPLE come and SPAM me.

to you:

pls always do think about yourself .
before trying to blame on others.
if you always think that you're right.
i'm sorry , you'll never get to step into the society.
even if you hateee me that much.
since all those GOOD WORDS came from your mouth.
then don't come acting like you're the victim.
it doesn't do anyone good.
AND LASTLY, please don't sound like you're the one being hurt la.
reflect on yourself first.
FOR GOODNESS'S SAKE and TO SAVE THIS WORLD!

2010-01-18T20:27:00.001+08:00

i neeedd some sleeeeeeep.
i really really need sleeep.
some things are just unpredictable!

2010-01-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

i know it's been days.
but i promise, i will blog tmr night!
nights, people! :P

2010-01-11T20:47:00.002+08:00

well , everything is already a FIXED ANSWER.
nth could be done to change anymore.
i really did tried my best.
i don't think i did let myself down.
and , i do hope to wish for the best.
i guess everyone did tried their best.
and i am proud of them each!
anyway , all i wish now is to get into a desired course.
hopefully i am able to.
my desired SCHOOL - NGEE ANN POLY!
and lastly , a big congrats to CARMEN WONG!
i'm really proud of you DEAREST :)

2010-01-10T23:37:00.001+08:00

one word - scared.
but i know i already tried my best.
I'm so not prepared.
and i think i would cry!

2010-01-10T00:06:00.002+08:00

alrights, went back to school for CCA open house today.
first thing teachers see us, they would say "MONDAY!".
lolx; EVIL rights ?! hahax.
alrights, chatted with some teachers.
GREAT JOB , ENSEMBLE DANCERS!
then went off to NGEE ANN POLY for....
RED CAMP SPECIAL PROGRAMME!
one word- AWESOME!

went there;
they gave us NGEE ANN SHIRT!
*SMILE! , HAPPY HAPPY!
then went into the small room;
brief ; cheers; MASS DANCE.
it's fun fun fun! then ...
led by priscilla ; went for CCA fiesta first.
walked around ; saw many diff groups.
i can't wait . but still , gotta see how.
hmmm, then went to " DIALOGUE IN THE DARK " ..
at first; i was kind of SCARED.
like truly SCARED.
but tell you what, a GREAT BIG XPERIENCE i have there.
and i have many many thought after which.

first; we tried to play some games.
to try to let us be kind of USED to darkness.
first game was to identify letters;
we felt how tough it was.
second game was to listen to instruction and draw.
which was tougher. and i truly could feel it much.
then went into the roooooom;
dark dark journey, tralala.
had a walking stick with us.
walked in one line.
led by LOK MAN ; a super goood guide i must say.
he kept calling out to us.
guiding us patiently in each segment.
and sometimes ; he would make us feel safe and secured.
but ; he's partially blind , which makes me so proud of him.
we went through many kinds of things.
feel how it's like to be blind, how they lead life.
and how much we didn't appreciate.
when we've got the privilege to see things in this world.
they can't , we can, but did we cherish ?
the answer is no and we take it for granted.
i am sure everyone does the same thing.

then we went to a chit-chat session;
imagine , in the dark - total darkness.
we bought drinks and stuff.
and it's once again , everything done in darkness.
lok man told us his experience.
which makes me feel sad and touched.
amazed by how brave he is.
how positive he is and how much it takes..
for him to get used to such things.
i mean ; he used to be able to see..
but since 6 , he can't anymore.
imagine ; total darkness one day suddenly.
but know what , he told us he's happy in his life.
he's pleased with where he is up to now ..
i mean, don't you feel touched about that.
the way he lead and treat life.
isn't it BEAUTIFUL!
i learn many many things ..
and now , i feel truly fortunate.
to be born to see things.
so , i should learn to treasure it.
treat it well and make full use of it.

and yeah people ;
if you're free, do make a trip down to NGEE ANN.
for the DIALOGUE IN THE DARK trial.
and you'll know what i mean.
it's the one and only in SINGAPORE.
but you do need to pay some $$.
but it's worth the price.
trust me :)